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Is CeeJay gone? 11 months 3 weeks ago #1

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Did he give up on SweetFX? Is he doing ok? Does anyone know?
Finding relief somewhere between a tree's branch and its shade.
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is CeeJay gone? 11 months 3 weeks ago #2

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I'm alive, but winter is coming and the darkness with it.

This means I have trouble again with my SAD ( en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seasonal_affective_disorder ) and depression.
This saps my motivation.

I'm very annoyed with myself for not being able to concentrate and find the motivation to code - which unfortunately creates a gap between my expectations of how I should be able to perform and what I'm actually capable of at the moment, and that further drags me down.

I'm been through much worse though.
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is CeeJay gone? 11 months 3 weeks ago #3

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A reply from the man himself! I am glad that you are still alive and kicking around, Ceejay. I really mean it.

You probably know about this, you are not alone. In 2010 I was diagnosed as BPD, today I am much better than before. I even got a job that have been killing me through the past weeks. I often think about quitting it, I often find it hard to wake up and get out of bed, to open my eyes even and see the so familiar cracks in the ceiling, to see the building in front of my window and that old tree or to step outside and deal with life. I can relate to the lack of motivation and I understand that these feelings are transitory and so I hope that you can understand this as well.
I really do hope that you get through this season well and good, not just because of the SFX, but because of the person that you are and what you have gave to so many people, without knowing, a new kind of passion, of hope even. Not only you now, but Crosire, Lucifer, Matrin and everyone else here and there gave so much. you guys are great.

Take care, man and, once more, thank you for all your dedication through all these years.
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is CeeJay gone? 11 months 3 weeks ago #4

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CeeJay.dk

Sorry to here about that. Stay strong mate :)

Wicked Sick
Totally agree mate :) Those guys gave me the best hobby ever.
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is CeeJay gone? 11 months 3 weeks ago #5

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"만약 내가 방탄으로 만든 영혼이 있었으면"
"I wish I had a bulletproof soul"
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s.a.d 9 months 1 week ago #6

doesnt vitamin D and a light box work? Phillips makes a really good lightlamp clock.
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